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| hello everyone~!
so busy lately being obsessed over deviant art, and my oekaki craze. realism is fun! woo-hoo. actually, i'm doing it right now. yay!
*counting down* let's see.... knocked off so far is Ayu, Nana, Bonnie, Maaya, Origa... and in the middle of Immie. you would not believe how fast my page went up.... still small time, tho ^_~
leaving Monday for beach! sorta nervous.... i don't know most of the people T-T should be fun tho ^-^
after that.... sometime, is July 4th. not much to see there. *shudder* creepy old people... oooh, altho, if i study hard real quick, i can get my liscence and be able to take the Mastercraft/Yamaha out whenever i want. *snicker evilly*
aw, screw that. i can't study anymore. they already gave us a project for next year. A PROJECT IN SUMMER. way to make summer suck, teachers. we have to do this incredibly long retarded report on two books. both are depressing. niether are interesting. nuff said.
i think i already cried during one. it reminded me of the beginnings of one my stories.... one i never cared enough to finish.... can't even remember which.
then sometime after that is San Fran for a week. then after that.... crap. after that, i get to go visit more old people. T____T
THEN i'm home free, i think. or, actually, i hope. then, someday after that, going to Lake. NEED LAKE. it's a must. maybe by then, i'll have my liscence.
has anyone else seen the test tho? it's LONG. THERE ARE HUNDREDS OF QUESTIONS. LITERALLY. i'm starting to think this isn't worth it.
have no idea what comes after that.
*gasp* today, the unimaginable happened. i brightened my hair! slightly. it's really not very obvious. but it's there. and i'm satisfied, for now ^___^
yeah. everyone was thinking i cut it, didn't they? wouldn't that make some people happy.... *coughlarizasuckscough*
jk!! but come on. it's the only thing that makes me tall. *coughwebbpeoplesuckforcallingmeEdcough*
whee....! now i can have a reason to have blonde moments! like today, i said half of 5 was 3.5, and i told someone to "holded" something. my brain is totally deteriorating. i've become a lazy, stupid art freak.
that's not fair. i'm not lazy. just sick. i've actually lost about 5 pounds so far, this summer alone.
woah. some idiots are shooting some kinds of fireworks outside. that is so illegal. and scared the crap out of me and Cali.
*yawn* (actually, while writing that, i sneezed. oh well.) well, bibi!
rakeru, out 
stupid music button never works for me... listening to Nami Tamaki, anyway. she's way kooler than anyone thought @_@
and soon, you'll be listening to her too! putting it up as bg music- Complete | | |
| you see? this is what rainy days do to me. i have sudden bursts of creativity, that take me the entire day to finally spill out. everything's on my deviantart and all too, but i was so hyper i felt like putting it here too.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? i did these.  suddenly, oekakis work for me. don't ask me how. i know, people are going, "what kind of crap is she dishing out....?" but for me, this is a total record. ^__^
these were made entirely from freehand brushes (except for the obvious differences- the background in the second, and the hair in the first.)
this was the first- ayu! yes, i cheaped out on the hair. but it was my first time... named "Donmai"
this one's my favorite, it's Nana. called "Radiance"
in answer to any question you might have: yes, i have lost it.
nightnight, everyone.  | | |
| *GASP* a non-Ayu skin. where is the world going?
nah, Nanase's a close second. and the skin is awesome!!! thanks to the lovely Diana~!
(since i suck so badly at htmls, i'm just going to put up the link flat out. XD www.xanga.com/watchoutitsdj )
it even has a nifty little button. is that not kool?
i am so amused. i swear, it's all the cranberry juice i've been downing lately. doc's orders. once again, they have failed to find out what's wrong me. so they go make me eat something. it's their way of saying "you are so screwed, we can't even find a better solution."
by the way- bg music is Ayu (no kidding)- About You. the pv ROCKS. very scary, yesyes. but very good.
ooh, funfun. got Duty and the First Quarter yesterday. so all today, i'm jammin.
and updating deviant art. lots of new junk.
stupid music thing.... doesn't work for me. | | |
| *sigh* back from alabama again. texas was a bust. never happened. but we're going to san fran instead. tee hee... this is gonna be my shopping heaven!!
got to go to Lakelyn again for July 4th. that's when the creepy old people come and tell you how big you are. great. like i need more people telling me i'm big. i can seriously take that the wrong way and develop and serious anorexic habit. is that what they want? is it?!
^-^;; jk
well, got our new small groups. turns out, it's not so bad. i know most of the people who come all the time. actually, half the peeps from my old group got to stay with me. the leader seems pretty kool too, but it's not exactly the same. it was funny, kind of... i knew everyone! and no one that went to AM really goes there, either. aren't i lucky.
going to the hospital again tomorrow......whee........ i swear, all the docs must know my name by now.
and that's not counting the killer sunburn i've inflicted upon myself... so now, every time i touch something, i have to scream. not to mention the enormous rashes and cuts and bruises that are all over my arms and legs, courtesy of the tube. it's relatively new... compared to the poor Vapor. it's HUGE, too. when there's some nice caps, we can lift it in the wind and fly.... and they said humans couldn't fly. heehee. cuz we ain't human.
funfun. except, not when you come out completely sore all over with giant gashes all over. my tube pants have been totally murdered.... they don't really come in handy with holes in them. no way i'm fitting into my shortie anymore, either. wow... doesn't that make me seem fat. ^_^ i can't fit into my shorite.
not that i could fit when i bought it.
new meat this time. we deemed the Chocolate Chip. loser. Chocolate Chip isn't even creative.
i shouldn't be talking. Mad Dog isn't even a real cookie.
ha! but it is now.
but seriously. he sucked. i mean, he got dunked 3 times. that's pathetic. i mean, even the CC Vanilla Cream can't go off that many times. come on. he even did a handstand, but not as big of one as the Gingersnap did. and she didn't fall off. he, on the other hand..... i wonder if his mom'll notice the bruise. and i almost lost a tooth to the baka's elbow... i couldn't feel one side of my mouth for the rest of the day... stupid braces. TT
wow, so many injuries just due to fun time ^_~
crap.... i have to go buy a one piece for the retreat thingy. they don't allow 2s. which sucks, since i just bought 2 T_T
wow. Sowelu is.... interesting. not bad at all, tho.
rakeru kitsuki, out. | | |
| skydiving. they want me to go SKYDIVING. ME. SKYDIVING. me, with the insane fear of heights. me, who's only physical risk in life is tubing (which is, actually, pretty deadly when you play it like we do). and me, who got violently ill the first time i rode in a helicopter, forever scarring my flying experience-- but.... butbutbut.... SKYDIVING?! i know i'm spazzing out. i can't help it. our neighbors, who are like, me and my bro's second parents, want to go skydiving for her birthday. i stared sort of blankly at them for a few minutes when they asked us to come along, and i think i may have passed out again--
oh yeah. the passing out thing. it's pretty under control now, they just tell me i'll eventually grow out of it. which is doctor-talk for "they have no idea what's wrong with me". peachy. but it hasn't happened in a few weeks, so i guess that's good.
sorry for everyone who hasn't been able to comment! i know the skin is spastic. *kicks*
as for skydiving, i know i'm being such a coward and all, but i have a feeling i'll be at Brewsters while they have their little "fun".
i'm back home again! as in, back from alabama, ONCE AGAIN. i'm home for this week, then next week we're either going to Texas (whee...) or Lakelyn, depending on random stuff. either way, i need a tan. *shudder* i'm so pale, and it's not like i haven't been outside and all. the sun just doesn't like me when i actually WANT a tan.
yeah. i've never exactly gotten over that sun poisoning, tho. *SHUDDER* oh god, worse pain in my life. right after when i started passing out in homeroom, and had to be sent to the ER tho. (i passed out in the car on the way there. scared my mom to death  ) but it's way up there. if i go skydiving, i have a feeling i'll have a new Worst-Pain-Ever Experience.
while in alabama... not much happened. went shopping a bunch tho, and probably replaced half my wardrobe thanks to doting grandparents.... ooh, and went on a "safari". i know what you're thinking, a safari.... in alabama.... woo-hoo.... but it was more of a sanctuary than a zoo, which is much to my approval since i've been really hard on the whole captivity issue lately... HOW'D YOU LIKE IT IF WE PUT YOU IN ZOOS AND THREW MCDONALDS CUPS AT YOU, ZOO ATLANTA?!
aha... ignore that. i get no sleep anymore.... so i'm loosing it. seriously. and i think the fact that buffalo's breath is the freaking worst thing i've ever smelt has something to do with it too. *shudder some more* when you have treats in your pocket, they kind of learn quickly and head straight for you... you would NOT believe the tungues that came from all directions. i swear. and that ostrich? don't get me started. got some nice pics tho. i'm a photographer now! i'm starting to post some stuff on DA, so everyone check out the SUPER CUTE LITTLE DEER-THING! *cuddles* it's just.... sososo kawaii!! *slap* ok. everything's ok here. | | |
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